my grandfather died a week ago. my family went to PA on wed. for teh funeral. it was really nice & heartwarming. my brother was a pallbearer & that was cute. my grandfather was in the original Little League, so my bro put a baseball in his casket. we got to see the Little League Museum free of charge too. my grandfather had been suffering for 20 years; he had been in a wheelchair from some unknown disease. i probably wont be on here much.

i was really upset though, when i told all my friends, and everyone was sympethetic except Megan & Alisa. Megan tried to cheer me up, which is typical Megan. Alisa, however, didn't say anything comforting. she just wanted to know which group she would be in for teh field trip. my mom was suppoed to chaperone for a D.C. field trip last friday, but that's when the funeral was. little selfish if you ask me.

~Lonely and Depressed, Jessica~

Cry

I can still hear her cry

It echoes in my ears

She slammed the door shut

She was facing her worst fear

Her beloved husband

Had lost in this war

She knew it was for their country

Freedom’s worth fighting for

But she cried to God, “Why’d you take him?”

He’s the thing that kept her alive

She lost hope, love, and happiness

She’d thought about suicide

The phone rang

Distracting her from her pain

Her mother-in-law called

And they cried together again

I heard my neighbor crying

Through the apartment door

I peeked in cautiously

And she laid there on the floor

I feared that she had done the deed

She was no longer in the world

But she was in fact breathing

Alone, a scared little girl

She looked up at me

With a sad, sorrowful face

I placed my arms around her shoulders

And whispered, “You’ll be okay.”

She shook her head no

And said she’d never get through

Without his love, she said

She didn’t know what she’d do

She erupted into tears again

But looked me in the eye

I patted her gently on the back

And said “It’s okay to cry.”

thats it. anyway, i was posting my story on here but i found a webstite for posting stories. its called http://www.fictioncentral.net

but the story isnt up yet. it takes a while. so anyway, nothing important has been going on recently. just bored and doing nothing importnat. finally started teh science project tho. gotta finish that in like, 4 weeks. wat fun.

~Jessica~

here are 2 totally awesome songs that are like, awesome. the 1st is cool & funny but the 2nd one is just plain cool.

Kiss This by Aaron Tippin

She was a woman on a mission
Here to drown a man for leavin
So I set her up again to watch him drown
She had just about succeeded
When that low down no goodcheater
Good for nothing came struttin' through the crown

Oh he was layin' it on so thick
He never missed a lick
Professing his never ending love
Oh but I never will forget, when she stood up and said
Well I guess you think we're just goinna kiss and makeup don't ya
(That's when she said)
                     
Why don't you kiss...kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Me and You, oh we are through
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this...good bye

Well the next thing I recall
She had him back against the wall
Chewing him like a bulldog on a bone
She was putting him in his place
And I mean right up in his face
Draggin' him down a list of done me wrongs

It was just about now that the crowd gathered round
They came to watch him pay for his every sin
She called him everything under the sun
And when we thought that she was done
She ran back and she let him have it again
She said...she said                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                                   Why don't you kiss...kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Me and You, oh we are through
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this...good bye

Kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Me and You, oh we are through
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this...good bye
Kiss this

See ya!

You Don't Lie Here Anymore by Shelly Fairchild

There's a king-size bed that ain't been slept in,
Dinner on the table; it's sitting there cold again.
The front porch light just gave up and burned out.
Here you are looking like something the cat drug in,
With a worn out story 'bout a-where you've been:
Sweet little words coming out of your mouth.

You aint gonna lie, lie here anymore.
You ain't gonna break this heart,
Baby, like you did before.
You're a silver tongued devil that had me believin',
Every promise you were bound to break.
But you aint getting back through this door:
You don't lie here anymore.

You can beg and plead an' say that you're innocent;
That you don't know where the time went,
But that trace of perfume is a smokin' gun.
So you can turn right around,
Go back to where you've just been;
Take a look at all you'll be missin',
'Cause you won't be here when the morning comes.

You aint gonna lie, lie here anymore.
You ain't gonna break this heart,
Baby, like you did before.
You're a silver tongued devil that had me believin',
Every promise you were bound to break.
But you aint getting back through this door:
You don't lie here anymore.

Hey, yeah: you're a silver tongued devil that had me believin',
Every promise you were bound to break.
But you aint getting back through this door:
You don't lie here anymore.
You don't lie here anymore.
You don't lie here anymore.

title's rather self-explanatory. this day is kinda long.

As if being stranded on an island somewhere between Norfolk, Virginia and Normandy, France isn’t bad enough, add being the only teenager without family or friends surviving the explosion to it. As a matter-of-fact, I'm the only teenager period. Ava Reddinbach, your friendly neighborhood child psychologist, insisted on using hypnosis. I immediately protested.

“If I wanted to share my secrets with you, I would do that. But I don’t. And I can’t control who would be listening. I can’t take that kind of risk here.” I told her and turned around.

“Laney, Lane, please listen. You are angry, and you take your anger out on innocent bystanders. I can help you with your problems.” She tried to soothe my restless mind.

I snapped at the familiarity of those nicknames. “Don’t ever call me that again!” I shouted at her. “Lane and Laney are reserved for special people. You can call me Delaney or Miss Lodex, but that is it!” My face turned crimson and Ava looked surprised. She nodded and went to help her husband, Thomas. Let me go back a couple days so I have the entire picture in my mind.

[~]~[

My mother, her boyfriend, and my brother had all decided that I should go visit my dad. At one point in time I actually loved my dad, which is why I was volunteered to go. Considering I didn’t have any say against my mom (Clarissa) or my brother (Sebastian) I had to go. Even Mom’s new boyfriend, Lisle, (pronounced lie-ul) had more power than I did in the Lodex family.

The travel plans were set up months ago that I would visit my father, Robert, in France for 2 weeks. Unfortunately, (yeah right) I had to miss school. The 2 weeks with my father in Normandy were horrible. No one understood me and there was nothing to do. My dad worked as a park janitor near the Eiffel Tower. It got boring real quick. So yesterday was the end of the dreadful 2 weeks. Then the plane decided to explode. Boy was that fun.

About 6 hours into the flight, the captain said we were experiencing extreme turbulence. The flight was supposed to take a total of 9 hours, but who knows? We could have been on the wrong route from the  turbulence. I remember that I was wearing black jeans and a 3-quarter white shirt with ‘Proud Member of the Tree Huggers Society” printed in a dark blue, like this pen. Anyway, since I was by myself I had to stay within close range of the pilot. I was seated in seat 7D.

My iPod Shuffle batteries were running low so I started charging them. That’s when I heard the panicked voices of the pilot and flight attendants. It was airplane code, but I understood fairly well. There was an emergency and we needed to land immediately. I looked out the window on the other aisle and saw the clear blue of the sky and the sea all around me. There was no place to land and apparently there wouldn’t be for another 2 and a half hours. Luckily the plane designers labeled the letters backwards so I was near the aisle. Carefully, I stood up and took my button-decorated, aloha-orange backpack.

A flight attendant in the back of the plane screamed. Then the engine on the left blew up. Passengers started screaming and panicking. About 250 people were on the plane. Fifty died instantly when the left engine exploded. The other engine followed suit and took another 100 people with it. Since no engines were left, the plane rocketed down towards the ocean. Everything after that was a blur because it happened so fast. I held on to the armrests and my hands started bleeding. The oxygen masks flew down. I didn’t know what I was doing, but suddenly the mask was over my face.

I couldn’t concentrate on anything. Suddenly water surrounded me and I struggled to undo my seatbelt. After much struggling I managed to unfasten it. A swarm of people was off to my left so I followed. The door was too crowded, but a nearby cracked window was big enough for me to swim/crawl through. The plane was rapidly descending in the murky waters of the Atlantic Ocean. My lungs were already tightening, but somehow I managed to make it to the surface. Gasping for breath I noticed Margaritaville a mile to the right.

Some survivors were struggling so I swam over to help. Unfortunately, they were too panicked and slipped underwater. I forced the image out of my mind and made my way towards the island. Finally, I reached the island with 15 other people on it. People were still shouting at the ocean and the smoke rising from the spot where our plane had been.

]~[~]

So that’s the tragic story of Atlantic Air Flight 314. All yesterday we gathered useful supplies. We found palm trees, coconuts, sturdy wood, 4 suitcases, 17 carry-on bags, and a snack cart with water, alcohol, and the cheap airplane food. After that everyone went off in their separate ways.

To save myself some time, I’ll make it into a handy dandy list.

- Ava and Thomas Reddinbach; child psychologist and college professor: built a fire and camp along the shoreline.

- Grayson Schmidt; hillbilly motorcyclist gang member: found a towel and laid it on the ground near the forest.

- Mallory O’Clear; first-time ambulance paramedic: went around checking everyone’s cuts and scrapes.

- Kiri Blestin; electrical engineer: went searching for the plane’s transceiver (sp) or signs of civilization.

- Lukas Mezzo; blind author and composer: maneuvered around everyone to find a vacant spot to read.

- Kinsa Janice Felton; dance instructor and former Dallas Cowboys cheerleader: asked Mallory to paint her nails.

- Jackson and Paul Yentas; 2 retired NAVY brothers: wobbled over to find suitcases and wood.

- Faith Hendrics; pregnant alcoholic: started shaking and looking for her suitcase with wine in.

- Gretchen Nordike; animal trainer at a zoo: went looking for wildlife near the forest, found the Yentas dog instead.

- Blaine Gregg; aspiring actor; went digging for his hair gel and his modeling contract. 

- Delaney Lodex; 8th grade honor student; found my suitcase and carry-on and started looking for a cozy spot.

There were 3 other survivors, a grandmother, a son, and a grandchild, but they had all suffered serious head wounds and posttraumatic shock and died within 2 hours of each other. It may sound cruel, but the remaining survivors decided to host a bonfire using the bodies. The fire would be more visible for passing planes or yachts. No one has really done much of anything today. Everyone just kinda finished what they started yesterday. I started this diary. Hopefully it won’t have to last very long. But just in case, I have a pack of 24 pens.

Love, Delaney Lodex

i was supposed 2 have some chorus pre-concert thing last nite. instead i spent it @ the hospital. my grandpa was having mini-seizures & unresponsive to everytning. luckily, it was like an overdose & he's okay. he's supposed 2 be going back to teh nursing home today. so now i'm typing this and listening 2 my iPod. what fun.

had to babysit 2 times this weekend. not fun. my neighbor had 2 get her hair cut & it took 3 hours. and the kids were supposed to be taking a nap. yeah rite. the 2 younger kids took a nap but teh oldest one (4) decided she wasn't tired & did not take her nap. so i got my ear talked off while watching 'fern gully'. very exciting.

next saturday i have teh chorus festival & i have 2 waste my morning there instead of @ bowling. i think this will b the only saturady that i want 2 go bowling. i hate chorus bcuz of my teacher. she's a religion freak that wastes our class time talking about crap that's not relevant 2 chorus. like baseball. so we had 2 listen 2 that 4 an hour. i almost fell asleep. i have 2 take chorus next yr. @ high school 2. luckily its not the same teacher. but it's still religious songs like this year. we're singing 'soon i will be done' which is a song about wanting 2 die 2 b w/God. yeah.

about to go crazy. but i guess that's not new. i g2g type up teh story w/Domi, Brittany, & me. then i have 2 finish my individual story. finally, i have 2 write in the story w/Tiffany & me.

and that reminds me, Leah is being a bitch, according to Tiffany. she goes out w/Josh (funny & cool guy) and Leah is trying 2 steal him from Tiffany, but Leah's already going out w/Jacob. (a loser) i hope that's not 2 confusing. this is middle school; i don't want 2 know what it's like in high school. oh well, time keeps moving forward.

~JessiJessi~

my bro is taking up baseball. i find that funny cuz he sux & he isn't the baseball type. that's just what i think. he was supposed 2 have practice 2day but it got canceled.

saw the harlem globetrotters on saturday. it was actually really entertaining. better than i expected. yesterday my day was so productive. went 2 the filed w/my bro & got sunburned looking like a hobo lying on hte bench. then i went for a walk w/my dog Tigger. finally i watched Law & Order & L&O: SVU for teh rest of teh afternoon. so it was extremely productive & awesome.

i need to know: does this sound interesting to u? please post comments.

March 4, Day 2, 2:30PM 

“Well, if there’s one thing I learned about being stranded on an island with 12 other people I don’t like, it’s that we can all sue Atlantic Air together.” I stated this morning. The other 12 survivors of Atlantic Air Flight 314 stared at me, their youngest companion. This is the second day on our uninhabited island I call Margaritaville. And they hate me already.

so thats it. it's all i've got 2 say. plus i have 2 endure dinner. i'm planning on talking in 3rd person or narrating a story. that is very amusing. it also annoys the heck out of people. tafn

~JessiJessi~

have voice lessons 2nite w/Tiffany. i hope everything goes well. i'll be leaving in like 20 mins. and this has got 2 go in teh record book-i actually finished all my HW b4 6. usually i wait till the last minute, but i didn't know how long my spanish essay would take. i also crammed 7 sentences in 3 lines on it. on all 5 paragraphs there is at least 7 sentences on 3 lines. then i decided to change teh font size to make it look like there was actually something to it. i hope i pass. feeling loopy 2day. plus every1 thinks im a hippie. not quite sure why, but 4 or 5 ppl think that. just bcuz i say "like" "totally" "awesome" and otehr stuff dons't an im a hippie. it means i should have been living in the 70's. so tomorrow im gonna go 2 school totally hippie-fied. i have a tie-dye shirt & peace earrings that im planning 2 wear. any other ideas? can't bring in the crack, but i'll imitate it. i mite get Alisa 2 bring in her colored sunglasses if i can call her. @ this rate i mite as well make a sign! the stupid things i do. oh well. Tiffany found her smarties from last yr.! smarties are a pair of my glasses w/the lens popped out so Tiffany can wear them & feel smart. every1 thought she got glasses 2day.  retards don't even notice there's no lens. shame shame. the ppl in my spanish class r retards 2. tehy can't say the easy words rite & they don't know what basic words mean. my spanish teacher had 2 give us an english lesson bcuz r class is so stupid. thats pretty pathetic. g2g get ready 4 voice!

~JessiJessi~ 

i asked the above question to Megan @ teh end of 7th grade & it has bugged her ever since. i always tease her when teh cool & bald 7th grade asst. principal is near that she should go ask him. so 1 day our history class is in the library & Mr. Dozier (7th grade asst. principal) walks in. since teh lesson is over, we can talk & stuff. then i remind Megan & she calls him over. so she asks him. Mr. Dozier laughs then thinks 4 a moment. he said he didn't know & pulls out his wallet. he looks @ his liscnse & says 'the state of VA doesn't require that anymore, & it looks like they'd have to put none.' so Megan & I jsut started laughing. our sub & the librarian gave us threatening looks so we settled down. Mr. Dozier laughed again then went on his business.

so now Megan needs a new question to answer. there are some questions like 'why do we park on driveways and drive on parkways?' but those questions would never b answered. we need something else 2 ask!! any ideas?

~JessiJessi~

The Truth

You promised to call

But you haven’t at all

For the past two months

I’ve been out in the dust

You met him at camp

You said he was the one

But when he says goodbye

Don’t come crying to me

After all this time

Sorry won’t do anything

You always ignored me

So there is no reason for me

To hang around and be your friend

How could you not see the end?

It’s right there in front of you

So I’ll leave it up to you

Are you my friend or not

Now you’re on the spot

And I’m going to say to you

What I should of said long ago

I was left to cry all my tears

Alone I feared all my fears

You found a boyfriend

And just lost your best friend.

well, still nothing interesting. xcept 4 yesterday i went w/Rikita to see Date Movie. it was funny in some parts, but 4 the most part, really stupid. plently if spoofs. i remember Kill Bill, Bridget Jones' Diary, King Kong, Napoleon Dynamite, Hitch, Wedding Crashers, LOTR, & some Mel Gibson movie where he can read minds. michael jackson was in it 2. oh, how could i 4get that there was a cross between Extreme Makeover: Home Edition, The Bachelor, & Desperate Housewives? The result: Extreme Bachelor: Desperate Edition. there was a spoof om Pimp My Ride too.

sat. nite Brittany slept over. we watched Buffy the Musical & listened 2 Veggie Tales. don't ask. we did our hair & played teh awesomest game ever called Atmosfear. the Gatekeeper dude looks like Freddy Krueger so we named him Johnny. then we went 2 teh new wal-mart down the street. it was around 1. we went in r PJ's & the 3 otehr customers & 12 workers kept staring @ us. we didn't get anything tho. my mom got curtains & a magazine. then we got on the computer & went 2 i-am-bored. we started taking all these quizzes & seeing if we could figure out these puzzle things like this: 24 H in a D. that was teh easy one tho. the other one's were like: 32 is the T in D F at which W F. but we got that 1. so anyway, after doing that 4 like 2 hours, we went 2 bed @ 4.

nothing important has happened @ school. wait... no there's still nothing.

Brittany & me are looking 4 a free website hosting place so we can put our cartoons on in the future. any ideas? i've looked @ a couple, but nothing is too good.

~California Bob~

well i haven't written anything recently cuz i kinda forgot bout this. but there really isn't anything 2 say. xcept this weelend i went 2 District Chorus. so i wasted 14 hours of my life @ some high school 2 prepare a bunch of songs 2 sing once. basically my entire weekend, cuz 8 hrs. on friday & 6 on sat. so yeah, that was real fun. surprisingly that's really all that's happened recently. yup.

~JessiJessi~

sat. nite i babysat 4 the 3 little kids across the street. it went ok. just the 3 -yr-old dropped her undershirt in the toilet @ bathtime & her 5-yr-old sister peed on it so i had 2 fish it out. what fun. then the baby woke ^^ during bath time so i had 2 tote him around while trying 2 dry the 2 girls off. then the 3-yr-old didnt want 2 go 2 bed so she started crying. the 5-yr-old was procrastinating & dancing around her bedroom & i was still carrying the baby around. after i got the 2 girls in bed i put the baby down & he fell asleep. the girls were still playing w/Barbies and i ahd 2 turn the lights out 2 get them 2 stop. about an hour after their bedtime they were asleep. the parents didnt get back till 11:30 (and that amazes me bcuz they were going out 2 dinner @ 6.) so i accidentally fell asleep too. i 4got 2 bring a book or something 2 do. i ahd my cell phone but there was no1 to call.

yesterday i went 2 church. my family mite b leaving bcuz its just all screwed up. there i found out my bitchy cousin & her family mite b going 2 Hawaii 4 spring break. they were nice enough 2 invite me so i guess i ahve 2 b nice 2 my cousin. but she has year round school & i mite not b able 2 go if they schedule it 4 the week after my spring break. VA beach is hte only city that has yr-round school & they have 3 weeks off 4 instead of 1. mite go 2 Nashville & the Grand Ole Opry instead. saw Underworld Evolution too. it was a pretty good movie. lots of blood & gore & hatred between teh vampires & the werewolves. yup. then my dad, my bro, & me came home & did nothing. xcept my bro played ETF all afternoon. i couldnt listen 2 my podcasts! it may sound sad (& believe me it is) but there is nothing 2 do in my house or in my neighborhood.

2day is a teacher workday. haven't done anything worth while 2day either. sang a little karaoke & surfed i-am-bored.com til it 'went down 4 maintenence'. i think it's jsut my computer thats screwed up. mayb i'll go call Tiffany or some1. there has 2 b sum1 that's home 2day!!

grrrr.... ~Jessica~ 

today was the end of the semester. nothing xciting. xcept it was a half-day. but its mroe like a 3/4 day bcuz u only get out 2 hours early. retards. had a fire drill 2day too. got a 98 on my history test i thought i'd fail cuz we had a sub & stuff. got 2 laugh @ Kayla cuz she still has her braces on! HAHAHAHA!!!! as you can tell i'm xtremely nice. i read 2 teh little kids a couple weeks ago & they sent me letters. lol so i replied & my bro is gonna give it 2 the teacher. it was so cute! 1 girl wanted 2 know if i was in college. the story that Brittany & me r writing mite bcome a cartoon on grab.com. idk 4 sure, but Brittany is gonna try 2 make a cartoon & like me & Megan & some other ppl will do all the voices. i get 2 b Irish! lol Tiffany officially labeled my left hand as 'Tiffany's Hand'. i was so... happy. so her right hand is Jessica's Hand now. i think i look retarded w/my braces off. Tiffany, Alisa, Megan, & Brittany all say i have small teeth. so i'm like '...thanks?' but w/e. i have 2 babysit 2morrow. fun fun. i watched Dancing w/the Stars' last nite. it was so funny! Master P kept goin on & on about the music. but its ballroom dancing! its about the dancing! hence the title DANCING w/teh Stars! grrrr.... he got an 8 out of 30. i was laughing so hard i started crying. @ the end of the show i called in 2 vote 4 every1 xcept Master P. i called on 3 cell phones, the fax, & the home phone. if he stays in i'm seriously going 2 hurt sum1 or sumthing. its ridiculous! he's messing ^^ the entire show. grr..... *fume**fume* i think i'm done 4 2day...

~Annoyed Jessica~

OMG I GOT MY BRACES OFF 2DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i know i haven't written 4 a couple days but there wasn't anything 2 write about. mostly benchmarks & tests & whatnot. however, i went 2 the orthodontist this morning & he said that there was a cancelation later that day so i could come back in 2 get them off. it was an entire week early. & i've already waited 3 years 4 this day. yay, i'm so happy!!! i could dance! but i don't dance. so i'll have Tiffany do that 4 me. *Tiffany does crazy celebratory dance* w00t now she just embarassed herself on the web & she doesn't even know!! the joys of new technologies.

~JessiJessi~

had to bowl this morning. had a 141, 95, & 106. not very good. my mom was pissed off @ me bcuz i was bowling bad & that i would rather listen 2 music or chat than bowl. my friend Amanda (added her 2 the list) has had a crush on the nerdiest dude @ the bowling alley, Jacob. he's the nerdiest boy in my school 2. but he made the lead in the play. just another reason 4 me 2 laugh @ him. any way, Amanda said she's finally over him, but i don't believe it. i was scarred 4 life bcuz Jacob started dancing, and lets' just say it is NOT pretty. had 2 watch my bro bowl so i hung out w/Kayla & her friend Thea. we listened 2 ring tones & talked. how fun. my dad was going 2 take my bro & me to see Underworld Evolution but he was pissed @ my bad bowling & unwillingness to try something new, so he decided i couldn't go. but im used 2 it by now. i'll just see the movie when it comes out on DVD. mom took me 2 Friday's instead, even tho i wanted to come home & do nothing. cheered me up a little bit. finally we came home. got on the internet & went on a bunch of different websites. then i finished typing ^^ the story 4 Dominique. checked my yahoo mail & messed around w/the calendar. i was seriously bored. then i remembered i could write all about it & came here. what a fun day. my bro just came home. now he's jumping all around the house. or is he playing a video game?? sometimes it's hard 2 tell. i think he's playing a video game. scheduled a band meeting w/Brittany & Tiffany 4 tomorrow from 2-4. should be interesting. we're trying 2 get Tiffany over her stage fright. any ideas? we're thinking of performing 4 r 7th grade teachers or around r neighborhoods. well i think im done writing 4 today. i'll tell ya how the band practice went 2morrow afternoon.

~California Bob~ 

i'm so glad it's friday!!!! i can't sleep in tho, so i don't know why im so excited. have to bowl in the morning. hope i do as good as i did @ the lock-in. the 130 average has been steadily going down. its probably a 124 or something rite now.

had a spanish test today. it was rather easy. my problem was my retarded pencil kept breaking & wearing down. studied some more in science. after the 2 quizzes every1 did bad on, my hyper-active teacher decided to go into overdrive. she dressed up like a guy from a book today. in geometry we reviewed the surface area formulas and stuff. i learned that stuff in 6th grade so i dont see y we're learing it again. in chorus today i almost fell asleep i felt so crappy and bored. sang yet another religious song that technically shoulnd't be allowed in schools. the school system is very relaxed on that issue tho. we played teh flyswatter game. unfirtunately i had to go 1st. luckily it was an easy question. had a quiz in english on different writing things. at least i think that's what it was. finally in history we did a bunch of worksheets about the Great Depression. i miss my real teacher bcuz the sub isn't cutting it. grades close next week.

started a story w/Tiffany. idk what she wrote bcuz i gave it 2 her in history (7th bell). it was something about a suicide bombing and war. the story w/Brittany & me is progressing. its rather intersting. based a character on Megan and that was a rather dumb thing 2 do. her character is an idiot goddess, or something like that. she didn't know what rock candy was. the story w/Dominique, Brittany, & me has been halted. i need 2 finish typing the remaining pages so Dominque can write. she hasn't written in a while. shame on Brittany & me. that's what i should be doing now, but it can wait.

i watched dancing w/teh stars last nite. its really funny. there's Nich Lachey's bro, a wrestler chick, a football player, Master P & an actor and an actress. Master P definately did teh worse. it's strnage that he's even lasted this long. well, i g2g 2 Ruby Tuesday's 4 dinner.

~JessiJessi~

my brother is being an idiot again. he's 8 & outside playing w/his nerdy friends that insult him. i can hear him upstairs thru the window.

got science quizzes back. got a 60 & a 70. it isn't enough to lower my grade tho. i got a 100 on my history quiz. i also have a sub 4 my history teacher for 6 weeks. my normal teacher broke her hip or something. i got my test results back in geometry. got a 91. i think that's pretty good considering there was 15 questions on the test. also had a make up english test today. on a really strange story too.

there's a seperate story that just Brittany & me are doing w/o Dominique. 1 way to pass the time. i need some ideas tho... & its my turn to write. *gets Brittany's history notebook* the story is conveiniently located there. it's rather hard to xplain, but 2 girls are witches & they ahve 2 fulfill the prophecy w/the help of their demon english teacher, the goddess Maygon (based on Megan) & a short bartender named Eddie. just anything at all... i'll find some way to add it in. oh yes. how could i 4get the evil guy, Mr E. he doens't even deserve a last name.

i watched Lost last nite & it was really strange. teh 1 guy was going after his son & 3 ppl went after him. but it never showed the guy going after his son, it only showed the 3!!!! i mean, we know where they are going, but not the dad! grrr... season 1 is better than season 2. it's like all the same day on season 2. but w/e. i hope next week is better than this week. last week's was really cool, but htis week's wasnt. xcept 4 the guy w/the bushy beard & eyebrows named Zeke. but i call him Bushy Brows.

Tiffany, Brittany, & me r trying out 4 the talent show this spring. Brittany's on keyboards, TIffany's on electric guitar & i sing. i felt so useless i went out & bought a harmonica 2 use @ teh beginning of the song. it came w/a little book, but i'm not going to rely on that. it said the color blue was green & that some song was on page 13 when it was on 16. it also said something worth 3 beats was worth 5. good thing i take voice lessons. we're doing "Don't Worry 'Bout A Thing" by SHeDAISY. it's a country band. but we still need a band name. any ideas? i dont ahve any. no1 does.

here's my daily ramblings about....whatever i mentioned above. come back 4 more tomorrow if this crap really entertains u. ~JessiJessi~

mini profiles of my friends.

Megan(Crazy) friends since K. Girl Scouts, actually. same classes in 3rd grade, 5th grade, & history class this yr. unfirtunately she sites behind me. she tried being an opera singer, but soon canceled her career. Megan also says her mirror is a shark. she's a cow killer!

Kayla(Bob) friends since 2nd grade. also Girl Scouts. i really needed a life back then. she is teh gross & strange friend of mine. every1 has one. i bowl w/her Sat. mornings but no classes 2gether. cracks stupid jokes & im concerned she's using something.

Tiffany(TiffyTiffy) friends since 6th grade. she's kinda depressed @ times, but what can ya do? she writes sons & poems & i can tell her about anything. been thru some strange things together. plus she is the only person i know that can bowl straight 0's.

Alisa(I Don't Care!!!) friends since 6th grade. study buddies! tho we really havent studied since last yr. we made all the mean jokes & comments about our english teacher last yr. Mrs. Hyman. that is how she got her nickname too. she is definitely going crazy this yr.

Micaela(Marcy McCormick) friends since 7th grade. great story teller. put those up later. always happy and energetic. she created Todd my hobo husband. i am her Evil Role Model. she is very emotional about Titanic & Leo DiCaprio & concerned 4 her friends.

Emily(Drama Queen) friends since 7th grade. gets the lead in like every school play. means she's very talented. always there to entertain every1 w/her dancing or insults to Ian the stalker. good times... we've seen rather strange & boring things, like "so what do you want to do?"

Leah(Player) friends since 7th grade. she is the 1 w/a new boyfrined every week. or so it seems. last yr. she was the pervert too. what ppl i hung around. don't get to see her much, but she has a "thing" 4 my 8-yr.-old brother. i dont mind; it scares him.

Brittany(Lime) friends since 8th grade. writes stories and has a big imagination. we've trashed like 2 of her notebooks w/stories & crap like that. she's rather obsessed w/Buffy the Vampire Slayer too. we still arent lemons yet. *sniff* she came to teh lock-in w/me.

Dominique(Evil Demon) friends since 8th grade. she also writes stories & her, Brittany, & me are writing a story. since she moved back to OK the story hasnt progressed much. we haven't lost contact tho! she has a thing 4 tigers, magic, & the name Lily.

Rikita(Evilero) friends since 7th grade. got me hooked on horror movies. every day in spanish she tells me some1 is after me. usually Freddy Krueger. we started Evileros, a group of ppl that do evil deeds first, then correct them w/something good.

Amanda(Panda) friends since 6th grade. we bowled in the same league Saturday mornings, & finally on the same team. she's a cheerleader @ the other local middle school. she's the typical girly girl w/crushes on like every guy.

well, i think that's about it. these are just the ppl i am really close 2. i mean, i ahve otehr friends, but not best friends like the ppl above are. so anyways, i went 2 the orthodontist 2day. i find out in a week when i get my braces off!!! w00t!! *celebrates* i've waited 3 yrs. 4 this!!!! *celebrates again* woot!  im soo happy!

Over the years i have gained multiple nicknames. let's start @ teh very beginning.

Since teh beginning of time: Roni, lovingly from my dad

since 3rd grade: Jessie, bcuz it's shorter

since 5th grade: JC, from Megan. no clue anymore y i was every JC

since 6th grade: Not Sure bcuz i was trying out 4 something w/my HR teacher & she jokingly asked what my name was. so i said, "hmm, i'm not sure." and that's what she wrote down.

since 7th grade: Jessi, cuz it looked cool when i wrote it.

Also 7th grade: Role Model-bcuz we had an english assignment & Micaela said i was her role model bcuz i was smart.

this yr.: Evil Role Model. Micaela went evil, so i had to go @ be her evil advisor.

also this yr.: JessiJessi. that's from Tiffany bcuz Micaela wood call her TiffyTiffy. she didn't want 2 feel alone so she passed it on 2 me. i really appreciate it 2.

somewhere along my life that i jsut picked up: California Bob, bcuz i have a birthmark on the back of my neck that looks like CA (idk 4 sure, but that's what every1 says) & Kayla jsut called me Bob. SO she put the 2 together and walah-California Bob

 Joe- i made up a story about Joe the invisible floating skull that helps me cheat on tests & Tiffany decided i should b Joe. I'll post about that story later, along w/who all my friends are. but that's later. i have 2 go study 4 a spanish quiz tomorrow. & science, considering i failed it last time... but the whole class did, so i guess it's not just me.

~Roni~